LETTING GO OF EGO AND NURTURING HUMILITY
Our ego is the sense of self that is constructed over a lifetime of experiences - our internal narrative, and one which is rarely based in reality. Many of us who have experienced trauma go through life playing the role of the victim, with our wounded ego reacting to most situations with anger, resentment and a further entrenched belief that we are ‘other than’ and separate from others. The world and everyone in it is out to get us and everything is perceived as a personal attack on our existence. No one has suffered in this life quite like we have. ‘If you had my life, you would drink too.’ Sound familiar? We react by isolating ourselves as a way of self-preservation in an often hostile world, until one day we discover that magic elixir - our substance(s) or behaviours of choice - a way of quieting the pain of the wounded ego, and for many of us, an opportunity to at least appear functional. We drink, smoke, inject, inhale and whatever else in response to difficult emotions and th